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Recent writing from the studio, the archive, and the general mess of making things.

  • I Cannot Control What People Feel

    On viewer response, meaning, intensity, and letting people bring their own stories to the work.

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  • Are you the hero of my story?

    Do you want a sense of what itโ€™s like to be a trying-not-to-starve artist? Well thatโ€™s pretty easy to summarise: you spend most of your allocated art time on thinking about or executing actions and strategies for promoting yourself. Sometimes you snatch a bit of time to make art. But even in those cherished moments…

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  • Peopled out but not down

    People exhaust me. They do. I donโ€™t mean that in a mean spirited or misanthropic way, although some people are genuinely exhausting. But Iโ€™m referring to people in general. Being autistic, processing and reciprocating human interactions takes a lot more processing power than for non-autistics. That doesnโ€™t mean that I donโ€™t like being around people,…

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  • Block Party – Why it’s OK to get stuck once in a while

    Iโ€™m a strange beast in that I hate deadlines but I also need them. I hate being constrained, but I work best when I have a clear goal. I love to explore, but get twitchy when I donโ€™t know where Iโ€™m going. I love to start things but sometimes, just sometimes, I canโ€™t. So I…

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  • No Doubt – A tale of my lifelong romance with low self-esteem

    People who write for artists have a lot to say on doubt. Self-doubt, projection of doubt, the general fetishisation of doubt. Doubt, it seems, is an artistโ€™s foremost skill. Even as I write this Iโ€™m fighting the doubt that I can or should have anything useful or insightful to say on doubt. And perhaps I…

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  • Total Collapse

    Coming to a society near you, soon! Total moral bankruptcy! Complete abandonment or truth and facts! Wholesale transferal of wealth to the ultra-rich! Unparalleled destruction of the environment! All for the bargain price of your soul! Don’t accept any other kind, only TOTAL collapse will do!

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  • Art Against Meltdowns

    Art is therapy. It is for everyone, but in a more general ambient sense. For me it’s an essential mechanism for managing my tempestuous mental health. It was literally prescribed. I’ve tried many “remedies” for managing my my mental health – physical, dietary, chemical, interpersonal, inadvisable, the lot. Nothing calms, regulates and centres me like…

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  • Drawing from multiple sources, or things I do while watching TV

    While I watch TV I like to make pictures with pencil. I never just watch TV. I’m not very good at that. If I try I get restless and fidgety, then irritable, and eventually end up doing something else. It’s not that I don’t like watching TV. It’s one of my favourite activities. I simply…

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  • Romancing the AI – Using Neural Networks as part of the creative process

    I’m not just an artistic genius you know. I have a day job (well, not at the moment, but let’s pretend) that involves me using clever coding algorithms to tease information out of voluminous and/or complex data sets. It’s both challenging and satisfying and I’m very good at it. It’s also not so different from…

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  • Kong-fu by Alex Loveless

    In 2021, and really at every point in the past 5 or so years, I found myself outraged by the actions of silly small men, supposedly “strong” men, in positions of responsibility and power, abusing their position for personal gain, gratification and ego aggrandisement. Many thousands of people have suffered and continue to suffer because…

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