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Recent writing from the studio, the archive, and the general mess of making things.

  • Oil Paint Anxiety

    A studio note about returning to oil paint, technique anxiety, and knowing enough rules without letting them stop the work.

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  • Sharing Without Turning It Into a Performance

    Finding a way to show the work without turning art into a glossy artist-brand performance.

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  • I Started Painting Landscapes By Accident

    A studio note about recent landscapes emerging from abstract and textured work, and following the accident when the marks start working.

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  • The Monsters Never Really Went Away

    Childhood monsters, comics, pulp covers, fantasy art, and the traces they leave in later work.

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  • I Never Really Thought of Myself as an Artist

    On childhood drawing, monsters, comics, and the slow process of accepting the word artist.

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  • I Cannot Control What People Feel

    On viewer response, meaning, intensity, and letting people bring their own stories to the work.

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  • Are you the hero of my story?

    Do you want a sense of what itโ€™s like to be a trying-not-to-starve artist? Well thatโ€™s pretty easy to summarise: you spend most of your allocated art time on thinking about or executing actions and strategies for promoting yourself. Sometimes you snatch a bit of time to make art. But even in those cherished moments…

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  • Peopled out but not down

    People exhaust me. They do. I donโ€™t mean that in a mean spirited or misanthropic way, although some people are genuinely exhausting. But Iโ€™m referring to people in general. Being autistic, processing and reciprocating human interactions takes a lot more processing power than for non-autistics. That doesnโ€™t mean that I donโ€™t like being around people,…

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  • Block Party – Why it’s OK to get stuck once in a while

    Iโ€™m a strange beast in that I hate deadlines but I also need them. I hate being constrained, but I work best when I have a clear goal. I love to explore, but get twitchy when I donโ€™t know where Iโ€™m going. I love to start things but sometimes, just sometimes, I canโ€™t. So I…

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  • No Doubt – A tale of my lifelong romance with low self-esteem

    People who write for artists have a lot to say on doubt. Self-doubt, projection of doubt, the general fetishisation of doubt. Doubt, it seems, is an artistโ€™s foremost skill. Even as I write this Iโ€™m fighting the doubt that I can or should have anything useful or insightful to say on doubt. And perhaps I…

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